Home

It is so wonderful to feel you are going to have your own place to live, the place that you can call it my home!
I was born in a home, and grew in a home, and also raised my children in a home where I could call that my home.
Never, I had thought how it would feel to live in a place which is not yours. A place which you just live there without belonging feeling, and having roots. Living with no sense of relations toward the actual home. Now I am about to have my own place, and it is a very especial feeling, so very especial. It is like a new start for a new life, and you are the person how design everything.


I want to up date you about tomorrow class, Monday night. I will be absent of the class unfortunately to be in other class I talked about that to you before. I will email all my home work. Hope i have this chance to pass the vocabulary test net week.
Thanks.

Maryam,          

new flowers

Hello Dear Teacher

I was working on my homework before coming to the blogger to write to you. next Monday, as we talked I need to be in other class same time with your class unfortunately. I missed many of other dates for same purpose because of my circumstance regarding my daughter' arrival.
I think I can come earlier to give you my homework, I would be glad to take the vocabulary test a week after.
Thanks for all you do in our class.

Maryam   

Rainy Night

Day or night I do not care, I always like the rain. If I were biking, walking, hiking, or in the car driving home or to the wok I would enjoy the rain. It is so calming, and I feel the life gets easier and slower in the rainy days or nights. If you be on the bed and you listen to the rain, you feel so relax because something is cleaning the yard, and watering the lawn. Something kindly is washing the dust from the roof, the leaves, and the walls.
The rain is amassing because it washes the old memories from rocks, and makes new dreams on them. Tonight is rainy, and I am sure I will sleep better, and I will have a good day tomorrow.    

a quiet genocide

Hello Dear Professor
I read an article about cancer in Iran. That was so horrible because the article said the rate age of cancer is coming down in Iran. They believe the main reason for that is the radiation provided by government. They try to stop Iranian of contact to the rest of world. So they send waves that make cancer in people's body, especially in big cities. Cities like Tehran,the capital, surrounded by many equipment those make para zit over the city. Those para zit give people hard time to watch, for example, CNN,or even National Geography. Now there is a genocide going on there, just nobody can hear that.              

Tomorrow

I am very so excited! I can not believe my daughter will be here just less than twenty four hours. It is five years and four months and twenty days that I have been looking forward to see her, to huge her, to kiss her, and to give her the opportunity to grow. In this last minutes before our class I wanted to share with you my feeling, dear teacher.

 

Carter's Birthday

April 18 was Carter's Birthday, the baby, who I was his nanny since was born. We celebrated his birthday tonight. His mother, his grand mother, one of their old friends, his brothers, and I. We barbecued in the yard, and after dinner, we opened the gifts. he was excited to open them sooner, so he did not finished his dinner, and rushed to the table set with gifts! his older brother, Parker, had wrapped them earlier. He is just seven, and very lovely, clean and organized. He is getting the idea that he is responsible for his younger brothers, so he help this mom and her friend to set table too. I do not like he plays dad's role for them because he needs to take his childhood time, it is not fair, but it is what it is. It happens when one of parents disappeared, or be passive; The oldest one takes the role.   

It was so hot today!

Today was so hot. I was watering the grass in the early morning, and I felt that. I thought, it would be so warm, and it happened. It got really uncomfortable here in the Valley. But maybe not too bad in the higher area like Santa Monica. I saw the leaves just in one day and half from yesterday at noon to now were burnt out. I think if   it goes in this way we are going to have some fire here and there as well. This one is not fun at all, seeing the trees are burning, I mean.
When I went hiking once I saw many many burnt trees falling down between ashes from the last fires.
Somebody told me there are many people who like to burn the jangles and watch; It is their enjoyments!